Woohoo! Yay new computer.

I am once again online at home. Thanks to dad and the joyful weekend spent hanging out and building this new comp.

Love to my peeps and bring on the chat.

mood: bouncy

My computer has fallen into a pit of vile despair and now refuses to boot up. I think it may be depressed. I will be taking it to see it's therapist in a couple weeks so hopefully this issue will be resolved soon and it can be back to it's usually happy self.

Since it's therapist resides just outside of St. Louis in MS I will be stopping there as well to see some friends while the oppurtunity is open. Thus I shall be there Friday February 5th through Sunday February 7th. I currently plan to arrive in town between 5am and 6am Friday and leave between 5pm and 6pm Sunday. Plans however have been known to change and that is also subject to the schedules of people I hope to see. If no one else will be awake at 6am for example I can get there later. The only difficulty at the moment though is that so far I don't know where I'm sleeping. Dad offered his couch which is nice but he has an 8 year old living with him which does lend itself to sleeping. Though Chelsea is a pretty cool niece (she calls me her "weird uncle"). But as of the moment the only other option is a hotel, maybe I can find a decent one that isn't outrageously priced.

SO anyway, I'm without computer and forced to hope the lib is open or that I can borrow my sisters for at least the next couple weeks.

Sigh...

mood: sad

Happy New Year to all my wonderful friends!

mood: happy

Happy C-Mas, Solstice, whatever.

Have a great day ev eryone! :)

mood: cheerful

Happy B-day Teensy-80!

Happy B-Day Razzle Have some cake! Just remember to save some for kitty!

So today I did a new thing. Career fair, broadcasting even in INdy.

Easy enough walk in wonder around talk to people looking for employees. learn a little about what they are looking for, pick up applications etc...

What I found out...I'm qualified more than I thought to be on the radio. Several stations asked for my resume, one even wanted a sample of my previous voice work. Which I was thoughtful enough to have with me.The closest is in Columbus which isn't far but is far enough that I will want a new car before I start there. But I really need that anyway.

All in all it looks pretty good, now I just have to smooze some peeps and get them interested in hiring me and I'm in.

Guess I should get going on that. Wish me luck!(or whatever)

mood: hopeful

OMG this year is sucking for attendance. Down 30% from last year. we have been going crazy, we did some checking though, everyone else is haveing the same problem so at least it's not just us. Apparently haunted attractions aren't as popular this year as they were last. Or maybe it's the economy, regardless it means trouble for us. we are hoping to do some more new stuff next year including a possible venue change, but if we don't get enough attendance we won't have the money needed to make those changes or purchase the equipment needed to set up new things. Worst of all is we could have trouble getting everything paid off, although I think, we are mostly ok on that front at the moment.

Really I'm probably freaking out over nothing at this point but it is worrisome, to be looking at this stuff and be unsure of things.

Ok now I'm going to go have some cheese to go with my wine.

mood: worried

You have been warned!

Well, the bday party went well. Plenty of folks appeared we had a splendid cake from mom, as ell as other tasty food bits. Not so much movies and games as I intended but conversation ran late so it was good. Unfortunately some of the expected guests had to work late and so were unabale to join in the festivities but theres always another party.

Work on the Haunt continues we are almost ready, down to the final stages of deco work, this is where I really come in to play as it is my area of expertise as far as set up goes. Roger gets to bow out a bit because he is not so good at that. Of course he does still have some construction work to do, final touches on a few things, should keep him busy for the next couple of days. Got to have everything ready by Wednesday or Thursday for the dress rehearsal and fire Marshall, but that shouldn't be too big of a problem. Just means I will be working a lot this week.

I'm a bit miffed at my cast, over half did not show up for the meeting last night which is a small problem. So now I have to track them all down, make sure they are alive and determine wether they have bugged out completely or simply were too busy to make it. Mildly probl;ematic as I don't like confrontation and I now have to deal with several in the course of today. But that's part of the job so I will deal.

Well hope to see everyone soon and out at the Haunt this season, have a great day all!

mood: optimistic

Ah another Birthday! Soon I shall be officially "older than dirt" according to some of my college friends studying geology. Apparently dirt actually recycles itaself every few decades and so it is quite easy to be older than dirt.

Big plans for tomorrow or rather today since the clock just flipped over. That is I'm working until 7 pm and then coming home to host a small party. About a dozen invites, perhaps 5 of whom I expect to actually appear, and maybe 3 who will stay longer than 20 minutes.

However despite that, I will have food and fun, movies and games. And if no one shows like last year, I have fun video games.

I'm doing better financially this year. I have a publisher breathing down my neck almost for my first book, and a second who wants to look at my screenplay. Hours and hours of work have gone into the Haunt this year, and it promises to be better than ever because of it. I've been jumped from Cast manager to also acting as Set Design Manager, Assistant Project Manager, and Assistant Promotional Manager. IN short my life has disappeared into my passions. For that I am actually grateful, it has been a joyful expereince to have things to do that are truly productive, and to work in a creative fashion. Instead of simply asking "Would you like the special?" or "Is that all for you?"

In the realm of dating I think this may have been the worst year ever for me. Sure I spent several years not dating at all, however those were in fact largely by choice since I wasn't really looking for any dates. This year though I spent a good deal of time and effort seeking dates. Wether online in dating communitys such as OkCupid, or out meeting people in public places, or even finding like minded individuals at work with whom I could become friends and possibly more. Despite such effort however I have struck out consistently. Nearly to the point of giving up entirely, I have reached a point where I am no longer looking for a date. If someone has an interest I am available, but I'm done asking gals out for a while. I have also determined due to the couple of dates I did get that I am not nearly picky enough and will rectify that in the future. Overall I am rather disappointed in that, but as it is the only part of the year which I find to be completly disappointing I don'y have much to complain about. (Special note...not all of the dates I had were bad..the good ones just didn't pan out right)

I am now looking forward to spending time with friends tomorrow and working more out at the haunt Saturday. If you are in the area you should come out to Harrodsburg to see what we have in store for you. This will be the 30th year and the show will take your breath away!

mood: chipper

Hey y'all, I have been extremely busy the last few weeks. 12+ hour days are killer. However as a result of all the combined effort of us constructors on the Harrodsburg Haunted House we are nearing readiness. The elevator has finally been repaired after years of being unservicable, and now access to the basement has been granted! Seriously when we open back up you should come see it!

Lots of new stuff this year, and few familiar faces. Come see the new faces though, you'll be glad you did!

In short this is going to be a great year and if you miss it you'll be kicking yourself later, so come on out. We'll scare you there!

mood: accomplished

So have to go play this game now. Only with shots.




Perhaps while watching a marathon of apologies.

mood: devious

So we satrted the weekend off right. Got in the car and headed out around six am, made good time got to St. Louis around eleven.
Then things went sideways.

Navy Ghosts car died a horrible nagging death on the bridge, we just made it off the ramp to a relatively benign location. hen we sat around for a couple hours waiting on a tow. Fortunately K came through for us and found us a good mechanic/tow service, then we got to hang out and enjoy good coffee and pumpkin bread.

We got ahold of the haunted Campers soon after that and they came to pick us up and take us on to Kreepfest. After a long ordeal with the car we finally got moving again. Afew hours later we arrived in harrisonville.

We could have asked for a better place to stay though...Pickle is a good friend..practically family really, but the man needs to learn how to clean. I swear I have seen cleaner landfills. I don't understand how his wife deals with it but i guess she has adjusted. Evil is pretty cool though, and she's a lot of fun at partys.

So I got to spend the weekend hanging out with my Haunt Family, well a lot of them anyway. We missed Mooch and bill who were doing home repair work, and C couldn't be there due to a float trip(most unfortunate that I was looking forward to spending time with her). But we had Metalhead, Bratt, evilizbeth, Pickle, Duck, Squekerbone, Darkman, Peanut, Mrs Peanut, the Haunted Campers, plus several others.

The movie Friday was Psycho Beach Party...so messed up. The party Saturday was great, lot's of drunken antics/flirtations and fun. then the annoying overkill of alchohol and offerings to the porcelain deity's which was not so awesome.

Then we came back this way Sunday. The trip was rather uneventful really...we drove into St. Louis and stopped to make final arrangements for the car. K stopped by to say hello and hang for a few minutes. me being silly forgot to give her the item I had picked up for her at Kreepfest so now I'll have to mail it to her.

We pulled into Evansville late in the evening then waited for our ride. J the new gal in my life was pretty rockstar about it, she came to pick us up and we got home alright. Poor Navy had to turn around and head back though our friend Aa was only available to take him out there to tow his car back Monday morning. So we dropped him off at about 1:00am and he got picked up at around 3:00am. I would actually have prefered to ride back with them and help take care of all that...not to mention it would give me a chance to see K again, which would have been nice and then I wouldn't have to mail the item to her. But I kind of felt obligated to spend time with J after she came all that way to pick us up, it would have been a little rude to turn around and decide I was heading back out again.

All in all it's was a fun weekend although not as relaxing as I had hoped. I am looking forward to doing it again next year, although next time we are going to look into a hotel or something, that's house was just too damn filthy.

mood: bouncy

And yet it is oddly refreshing. Given the near complete lack of positive thinking recently I am taking this dream as a good change. It shows a good change in my subconsious patterns which I am happy with.

So in this dream I was about to marry a sweet and wonderful gall when a lady with whom I am familiar objected on the grounds that I was in love with her. the officiant stated the the ceremony would not continue until we had worked that out, so the four of us went off to the side to discuss this. At the end of the dream we had a triad wedding with both ladies and myself at the altar.

As I said a very unusal dream, however the last time I had a dream about the future, while everything else about my life was perfect I was still lonely and had no one to share life with. Now my subconcious seems to have finally latched onto the positive thinking and has me being happy with not just one but two wonderful and fun ladies.

Call me a freak if you like but I think this calls for a celebration, it's a big break through for me to see such positive thinking in my dreams.

mood: content

OK here is another that was just too fun.

Your result for The Sexual HELL Test...

HELL LEVEL 3

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mood: horny

Took this for fun!

Your result for The 100 Point Sexual Purity Test...

39% pure: Very Kinky

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Kind of cute that it turned out so well.

mood: horny

Hells yes! I love my life!

So news from the con front, I will be attending KreepFest in Harrisonville, MO.

Yes that's right I will passing through St. Louis either Thursday July 30th or Friday July 31st. I'm not sure which yet most likely Friday morning-ish.

I will have to plan a stop at Foundation Grounds to see a friend and enjoy a cup of fabulous coffee and some tasty pastry bits.

Also a quick stop just west to see dad as well, that could be the lunch stop, depending on timing.

Damn I'm in a good mood now.

mood: ecstatic

Ripped from other. May need to be blown up a bit so you can read it.

mood: crazy

Wow, I'm a heretic who would have guessed?

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Extreme
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Extreme
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Very High

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

I am such a sinner! Come learn from me. I will teach you many ways.

mood: devious