Happy B-Day Razzle Have some cake! Just remember to save some for kitty!

So today I did a new thing. Career fair, broadcasting even in INdy.

Easy enough walk in wonder around talk to people looking for employees. learn a little about what they are looking for, pick up applications etc...

What I found out...I'm qualified more than I thought to be on the radio. Several stations asked for my resume, one even wanted a sample of my previous voice work. Which I was thoughtful enough to have with me.The closest is in Columbus which isn't far but is far enough that I will want a new car before I start there. But I really need that anyway.

All in all it looks pretty good, now I just have to smooze some peeps and get them interested in hiring me and I'm in.

Guess I should get going on that. Wish me luck!(or whatever)

mood: hopeful

OMG this year is sucking for attendance. Down 30% from last year. we have been going crazy, we did some checking though, everyone else is haveing the same problem so at least it's not just us. Apparently haunted attractions aren't as popular this year as they were last. Or maybe it's the economy, regardless it means trouble for us. we are hoping to do some more new stuff next year including a possible venue change, but if we don't get enough attendance we won't have the money needed to make those changes or purchase the equipment needed to set up new things. Worst of all is we could have trouble getting everything paid off, although I think, we are mostly ok on that front at the moment.

Really I'm probably freaking out over nothing at this point but it is worrisome, to be looking at this stuff and be unsure of things.

Ok now I'm going to go have some cheese to go with my wine.

mood: worried

You have been warned!

Well, the bday party went well. Plenty of folks appeared we had a splendid cake from mom, as ell as other tasty food bits. Not so much movies and games as I intended but conversation ran late so it was good. Unfortunately some of the expected guests had to work late and so were unabale to join in the festivities but theres always another party.

Work on the Haunt continues we are almost ready, down to the final stages of deco work, this is where I really come in to play as it is my area of expertise as far as set up goes. Roger gets to bow out a bit because he is not so good at that. Of course he does still have some construction work to do, final touches on a few things, should keep him busy for the next couple of days. Got to have everything ready by Wednesday or Thursday for the dress rehearsal and fire Marshall, but that shouldn't be too big of a problem. Just means I will be working a lot this week.

I'm a bit miffed at my cast, over half did not show up for the meeting last night which is a small problem. So now I have to track them all down, make sure they are alive and determine wether they have bugged out completely or simply were too busy to make it. Mildly probl;ematic as I don't like confrontation and I now have to deal with several in the course of today. But that's part of the job so I will deal.

Well hope to see everyone soon and out at the Haunt this season, have a great day all!

mood: optimistic

Ah another Birthday! Soon I shall be officially "older than dirt" according to some of my college friends studying geology. Apparently dirt actually recycles itaself every few decades and so it is quite easy to be older than dirt.

Big plans for tomorrow or rather today since the clock just flipped over. That is I'm working until 7 pm and then coming home to host a small party. About a dozen invites, perhaps 5 of whom I expect to actually appear, and maybe 3 who will stay longer than 20 minutes.

However despite that, I will have food and fun, movies and games. And if no one shows like last year, I have fun video games.

I'm doing better financially this year. I have a publisher breathing down my neck almost for my first book, and a second who wants to look at my screenplay. Hours and hours of work have gone into the Haunt this year, and it promises to be better than ever because of it. I've been jumped from Cast manager to also acting as Set Design Manager, Assistant Project Manager, and Assistant Promotional Manager. IN short my life has disappeared into my passions. For that I am actually grateful, it has been a joyful expereince to have things to do that are truly productive, and to work in a creative fashion. Instead of simply asking "Would you like the special?" or "Is that all for you?"

In the realm of dating I think this may have been the worst year ever for me. Sure I spent several years not dating at all, however those were in fact largely by choice since I wasn't really looking for any dates. This year though I spent a good deal of time and effort seeking dates. Wether online in dating communitys such as OkCupid, or out meeting people in public places, or even finding like minded individuals at work with whom I could become friends and possibly more. Despite such effort however I have struck out consistently. Nearly to the point of giving up entirely, I have reached a point where I am no longer looking for a date. If someone has an interest I am available, but I'm done asking gals out for a while. I have also determined due to the couple of dates I did get that I am not nearly picky enough and will rectify that in the future. Overall I am rather disappointed in that, but as it is the only part of the year which I find to be completly disappointing I don'y have much to complain about. (Special note...not all of the dates I had were bad..the good ones just didn't pan out right)

I am now looking forward to spending time with friends tomorrow and working more out at the haunt Saturday. If you are in the area you should come out to Harrodsburg to see what we have in store for you. This will be the 30th year and the show will take your breath away!

mood: chipper

Hey y'all, I have been extremely busy the last few weeks. 12+ hour days are killer. However as a result of all the combined effort of us constructors on the Harrodsburg Haunted House we are nearing readiness. The elevator has finally been repaired after years of being unservicable, and now access to the basement has been granted! Seriously when we open back up you should come see it!

Lots of new stuff this year, and few familiar faces. Come see the new faces though, you'll be glad you did!

In short this is going to be a great year and if you miss it you'll be kicking yourself later, so come on out. We'll scare you there!

mood: accomplished

So have to go play this game now. Only with shots.




Perhaps while watching a marathon of apologies.

mood: devious

So we satrted the weekend off right. Got in the car and headed out around six am, made good time got to St. Louis around eleven.
Then things went sideways.

Navy Ghosts car died a horrible nagging death on the bridge, we just made it off the ramp to a relatively benign location. hen we sat around for a couple hours waiting on a tow. Fortunately K came through for us and found us a good mechanic/tow service, then we got to hang out and enjoy good coffee and pumpkin bread.

We got ahold of the haunted Campers soon after that and they came to pick us up and take us on to Kreepfest. After a long ordeal with the car we finally got moving again. Afew hours later we arrived in harrisonville.

We could have asked for a better place to stay though...Pickle is a good friend..practically family really, but the man needs to learn how to clean. I swear I have seen cleaner landfills. I don't understand how his wife deals with it but i guess she has adjusted. Evil is pretty cool though, and she's a lot of fun at partys.

So I got to spend the weekend hanging out with my Haunt Family, well a lot of them anyway. We missed Mooch and bill who were doing home repair work, and C couldn't be there due to a float trip(most unfortunate that I was looking forward to spending time with her). But we had Metalhead, Bratt, evilizbeth, Pickle, Duck, Squekerbone, Darkman, Peanut, Mrs Peanut, the Haunted Campers, plus several others.

The movie Friday was Psycho Beach Party...so messed up. The party Saturday was great, lot's of drunken antics/flirtations and fun. then the annoying overkill of alchohol and offerings to the porcelain deity's which was not so awesome.

Then we came back this way Sunday. The trip was rather uneventful really...we drove into St. Louis and stopped to make final arrangements for the car. K stopped by to say hello and hang for a few minutes. me being silly forgot to give her the item I had picked up for her at Kreepfest so now I'll have to mail it to her.

We pulled into Evansville late in the evening then waited for our ride. J the new gal in my life was pretty rockstar about it, she came to pick us up and we got home alright. Poor Navy had to turn around and head back though our friend Aa was only available to take him out there to tow his car back Monday morning. So we dropped him off at about 1:00am and he got picked up at around 3:00am. I would actually have prefered to ride back with them and help take care of all that...not to mention it would give me a chance to see K again, which would have been nice and then I wouldn't have to mail the item to her. But I kind of felt obligated to spend time with J after she came all that way to pick us up, it would have been a little rude to turn around and decide I was heading back out again.

All in all it's was a fun weekend although not as relaxing as I had hoped. I am looking forward to doing it again next year, although next time we are going to look into a hotel or something, that's house was just too damn filthy.

mood: bouncy

And yet it is oddly refreshing. Given the near complete lack of positive thinking recently I am taking this dream as a good change. It shows a good change in my subconsious patterns which I am happy with.

So in this dream I was about to marry a sweet and wonderful gall when a lady with whom I am familiar objected on the grounds that I was in love with her. the officiant stated the the ceremony would not continue until we had worked that out, so the four of us went off to the side to discuss this. At the end of the dream we had a triad wedding with both ladies and myself at the altar.

As I said a very unusal dream, however the last time I had a dream about the future, while everything else about my life was perfect I was still lonely and had no one to share life with. Now my subconcious seems to have finally latched onto the positive thinking and has me being happy with not just one but two wonderful and fun ladies.

Call me a freak if you like but I think this calls for a celebration, it's a big break through for me to see such positive thinking in my dreams.

mood: content

OK here is another that was just too fun.

Your result for The Sexual HELL Test...

HELL LEVEL 3

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mood: horny

Took this for fun!

Your result for The 100 Point Sexual Purity Test...

39% pure: Very Kinky

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Kind of cute that it turned out so well.

mood: horny

Hells yes! I love my life!

So news from the con front, I will be attending KreepFest in Harrisonville, MO.

Yes that's right I will passing through St. Louis either Thursday July 30th or Friday July 31st. I'm not sure which yet most likely Friday morning-ish.

I will have to plan a stop at Foundation Grounds to see a friend and enjoy a cup of fabulous coffee and some tasty pastry bits.

Also a quick stop just west to see dad as well, that could be the lunch stop, depending on timing.

Damn I'm in a good mood now.

mood: ecstatic

Ripped from other. May need to be blown up a bit so you can read it.

mood: crazy

Wow, I'm a heretic who would have guessed?

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Extreme
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Extreme
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Very High

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

I am such a sinner! Come learn from me. I will teach you many ways.

mood: devious

So a couple friends have been in Wales recently and have now returned.

This is happy, not that they went but that they are home safe. i missed my friend and had several moments of wanting to chat with her for she is the good friend. Yay, she is back to where we can chat again, and there are plans to hang out Saturday.

OK just had to let out a little before I exploded.

mood: grateful

So our complex is getting new roofing done this month. Today they are working on my building. I find myself a bit ambiguos towards it right now.normally I would be dozing away, snoring gently and otherwise simply sleeping. Today however there is awfully loud racket reverberating through the apartment. New roof should be a good thing though.

mood: okay

WTF!? It's almost 4:00am I'm still up, still not sleepy and only a little tired.

I got almost no sleep yesterday and then worked a long boring obnoxious and rough shift. I should be zonked, why am I stil consious?

Too much in my head I guess. So much that needs to be worked out. Too many thoughts and concerns, I'm worried about several things, But that reall is no excuse, I can't get things to resolve if I don't sleep.

Well, I should lay down and try again, maybe I'll manage to drift off this time.

mood: awake

Wow, I just re-read my last post. I was very drunk that night. Not really the brightest of decisions. I was trying for oddly inspired, instead I just got rambles. Guess that doesn't work for me. Good thing to know, now I can simply not do that again. I got to learn something about myself though, I am a very lonely person it seems. I did a random peice later that evening, the whole thing was just ramblings on how I hate being alone and what kind of woman I want to have in my life right now. Odd in a way, I am such a happy drunk I wouldn't have thought that I would be thinking about such things but rather contemplating the colors of the wall or some other such sundry. Oh well, just another facet of my freakiness.

So anyway, apologies if I offended anyone with my drunken ramblings.

mood: surprised

well damn, I decided I would try this writing while drunk thing.....Someone (I don't recall who) pointed out that many of the great writers of yesteryear did it. I'm not sure precisely how they managed I can't quite keep my head in one direction long enough to get out a complete sentence. Not to mention that I usually have to remind myself to writwe run-on sentences and now I keep forgetting to, I mean damn who wants to read a sentence that covers moe than one line of script. Damn I did it again. frog I should stop before I drive myself off teh cliff.

I did have another friend earlier tonight mention that she sometimes just writes until she falls asleep while drunk and then looks at in the morning maybe I will try that instead of trying to work on an existing project.


Wow, I so don't impress myself like this, I guess I need more liquor.  There is wine that could be consumed...of course I was intending to save that for girl visit...but evidence would tend to indicate that such a visit will not occur any time soon. So I'll have chances to replenish stock before then.

OK I'm rambling and not making much sense to myself, so I think I will go now before I satrt talking about awesome and friendly my liquor isw and how we should al;l be having drinks together because that would just be moe fun.

Of course that would be fun and should perhaps be done at some point, don't you think? Perhaps a hot tub...oooh that would feel nice right now. Although i have heard it is a bad idea to be in a hot tub when drunk...I don't remember why thogu.

Ok I'm drunk I can be official on that...oh crap...I'm drunk and I'm alone...damn it does that make me an alchoholic...proabably not since I'm still concerned about it...and that would have to ahppen often before I qualify for such status right. Good not an often thing...actually this would bge the first time

Must stop writing before I give away secrets about my plans to rule the world...Pinky MAKE ME STOP!

OK, going to go watch a movie now. Catch you all later when I am sober again.

mood: drunk tags: drunk